Yes there is 20 pounds less of me which means I feel about 20 times more awesome.
The fitness buff came out in me after my breakup when I could feel depression setting in. I started working out constantly as a way of motivating myself to at least get out of bed everyday. Specifically I started running when I felt like crying as a way to numb some of the pain.
Hey, it was either that or booze.
Ok so maybe I did some pain numbing with booze too but I digress...
I hadnt really made a weight loss goal ever because Ive never REALLY worked at weight loss and in turn Ive never seen any results.